Letter To The World
This here, this is my letter to the world,
Words of a young poet, words of a little girl,
A girl trapped in the wrong body, trapped in the wrong soul,
Living a life that isn’t mine, the life I had was somehow stole,
I used to be happy, used to love myself for me,
But now I hate the girl in the mirror, hate what it is I see,
I heard my mom getting beat and hit, as she cried herself to sleep,
Couldn’t find the courage to leave him, because her love for him was too deep,
I pray for my father every day, in hopes that he’ll hear my cries,
See the tears that roll down my face, the tears that fall from my eyes,
I hate what it is I see, I hate the person that I became,
So full of Emo and Gothic, so full of the sorrow and pain,
There’s only one way to erase it, to make it all just go away,
So now I say goodbye my friends, today is my last day,
The gun sits on my computer, as I write this letter to the world,
The gun that will take the life, the life of a little girl,
I apologize that I couldn’t tell you, say goodbye to you face to face,
Don’t think it’s because I don’t love you, you know that’s not the case,
I just can’t take the pain, I can’t see you cry those tears,
Even though I want to hurt you, like you’ve done to me for years,
So this is my goodbye, this is my note of suicide,
I’ll remember you all always; I now wipe the tears I cried,
You’ll always be in my heart, but I have to stop all of the pain,
So I love you all and goodbye, because you’ll never see me again,
niakeva thomas
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